The Essence of Being One
As I sat down to write this month’s article I realized I felt less than inspired…nothing came…at all.
This was rather unusual so I walked away from my laptop and waited. A few days later a wonderful teacher and mentor of mine posed a question to me. I found I could not answer right away and wanted to just sit with it. A day or two later a very clear and rather profound answer surfaced. As I wrote, never, mind you, with the intention of publishing it – after all this was my own journey stuff, but yet, here it was – I felt a sudden urge to put it out there – to share it with you. So here it is…and to whomever this is meant to touch, bless you.
What if you really believed that you and God are one? What would that mean?
It means that I am not separate that I am truly never alone and therefore have nothing ever to fear. It is “knowing” that there isn’t anything I must “do” to be perfect, I already am. I have merely forgotten becoming lost in the illusion. It means I realized that even in this imperfect world we currently live in, even in these perceived imperfect circumstances that I am in…it really is perfect. It is perfect in regards to the plan that my soul embarked upon before entering the earth plane; living a specific human existence which creates the “perfect” circumstances for the evolution of my soul. This is why we are ultimately here. What I need to remember is to always look at my circumstances from this knowing and this knowing breeds acceptance of what is - even if I don’t like it. God has said that when we fight so desperately against certain circumstances and the universe still keeps us there…there is something “big” to remember and/or learn about oneself.
It also means that I am one with everything around me. I have felt this many a times, especially when I am in nature, which is why I crave it so much; when I save my left over bread making it crumbs and feeding it to the seagulls, when I re-pot a dying plant giving water and nutrient dense soil and placing it in the light, when I bring a cumbersome plant indoors to save it from the cold winter and it takes up half my room, when the singing of the birds awaken me, when I smile at a stranger on the street and say good morning, when I give a homeless man money for food, when I pet my neighbor’s dog, when I accommodate my friends and help them out with their kids and mostly when I embrace and let go all of the “supposed” hurts inflicted upon me by those I am in conflict with (I’m still working on this last one).
It means great self-love, internal freedom, internal bliss, endless joy, no matter where or what. It means knowing Who I AM and once believing it; being able to maintain a certain emotional detachment from my circumstances knowing they are there to show me, to help me remember Who I Am without defining Who I Am. In every moment, I choose Who I Am by what I say, do, think – the pain and suffering comes in when these three things are not in alignment with our spiritual beings but rather with the illusion. Being one with God means knowing all this and creating from this knowing my next human steps – Who do they serve, God and myself or the illusion and ego?
“Surrendering” is not giving up on something or someone but rather owning all parts of ourselves; good and bad. I am realizing that even in my own imperfections, I am still perfect in the eyes of God…a relief I cannot begin to explain. It’s ok to be imperfect, if God loves and embraces me as I am in this illusion, so can I - for if we are truly one, then I also can embrace and love myself as I am.

Did anyone see Iron Chef America the other night?
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